Not the post I thought

I can’t quite believe the amount of time that’s passed between today and my last post. I didn’t mean for it to turn out this way – I’ve had so much to say. I just didn’t know how to say it. I think we might have arrived at the story of my life.

My head’s pretty jumbled up right now. I’m a little bit AWESOME insofar as that I’m full of good ideas. And what’s wrong with being full of good ideas? I sorta know the downside….. And I’m scared of myself. Of course I am. Awesome is exciting but I just want the steady life.

This isn’t the post I thought I’d write.

Okay.

I’m better than I’ve ever been. I’m not jumping out of any windows, or hurting myself, or trying to get away.

Truly though? I’m not okay. I’m not coping and life is tough and my brain won’t play.

But I don’t know what I wanted.

Hmmm

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13 comments

  1. I’ve found writing about struggles to be the best way to deal with the madness in your head! It’s nice to hear others can relate. Keep blogging 🙂

  2. I’m so very happy to see you poking your head out for a hello, despite the fact that all is not well in WeeGee World. I hope you have some help in tackling things, and please know I am always ready to give you my ear and my shoulder, if you should ever need them.
    xo

    1. Hello Ruby:-)

      Although it wasn’t the most cheerful post I’m glad I stuck my head up again, I’d been hiding a bit but I’m out now.

      Thank you for your ear, and your shoulder. You are a star xoxoxo

    1. Thank you Mrs Mental Mama 🙂 I’m feeling a lot calmer now. Hopefully I’m back on the blogging wagon now too – I sort of fell off!

      Hugs back lovely xoxox

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